dinner with the tp vballers was great. lots if fun and lots of laughter. haha. poor hualun had to eat all that disgusting food. anyway after that they went to watch national treasure 2. did not join them as i have watched it already. so walk from somerset to lido to take bus. that lonely walk along orchard where it was pack with people really will set u thinking. how u wish that there was someone beside u to keep u company. thinking back with many if only in my mind. if only i had done that, if only i did not do that, if only i knew her better, if only i knew wad she was thinking. so ya. that pretty much how i felt after the wonderful dinner i had. guess sometimes being alone will really make u feel emo. haha. came home sat in front of the com and stare blankly into the bright screen. started to think about stuffs. i came to conclude that thinking too much is bad for ur brain and health. haha. off i go now. will see how this christmas turns out to be. how i wish christmas will come late. very late.