Green me.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006 1/04/2006 11:01:00 AMY

today was boring. i noe i dun go sch. go sch for one hour onli. waste time. might as well slp at home. then after class dunno where to go at all. seems like i really have no friends ar. all alone by myself again. so i took a bus home. and here i am. today i went out of the house telling myself i got to be happy. but after sch and all. finding myself all alone. thinking back at things. i realise i was not happy again. so officially now my life sux. seem like i try to make it better. but there is jus nth for me to look forward to. where is my motivation to life. when i wake up everything seems so blur. like it was jus yesterday where i had everything. had happiness. but then it all seems to go away as quickly as it came. leaving me wif onli sadness. maybe i am jus to emotional. maybe. maybe. maybe.

maybe i will never get over it. maybe i will be like that. maybe i will change to become a different person. maybe. everything is maybe. like the lyrics of the song u r listening to. only heaven knows wad will become of me. and if i will be happy again wif the one i love.