Green me.

Monday, January 02, 2006 1/02/2006 10:28:00 PMY

tml start sch already. hope sch can help me keep my mind off things for a while. but how long can i run away from it. last night talk to greg. he told me alot of things. i should let go. thats wad he told me. cos i should not make her unhappy. told him i would do anything for her. even if it cost my life. some one told me this. dun because of one tree give up the whole forest. but i return him wif this words. she is the whole forest to me. so wad am i to do. my mind tells me that moving on is the right think to do. but my heart tells me that i still love her alot. anyway today i went to jav house. watch vcd. then we went to eat dinner cos xavier birthday coming. then we went to play cs. very long never play already. so quite fun. but all the fun came to and an end. and wad i thought i will not think of came back in. how i wish i would jus forget all. then i won't hurt so much. but i guess i won't be able to forget. dunno y also. but i wan u to be happy thats all. i guess u won't noe. cos i think u dun read my blog anymore. i guess u hate me already. and find me irritating. i am sorry thats all i can say but i can't stop my heart from feeling this way. really sorry. =(