Wednesday, January 25, 2006 1/25/2006 07:02:00 PMY
its been a long time seens i blog. there is nth to blog about. my whole life is left with sch home. then sch then home. i noe it sucks. getting into that bad mood again. where i start to think of lots of things. this is when i realise that i have not forgotten anything. i jus try to hide it. but it all still there. the feelings and all. i hate myself for being like that. but i can't control the way i feel. so i guess i am still that sickening guy. that idiot guy. deep down in my heart i still love u. but guess the u hates me now. have anyone ever noe how it feels for the one u love so much to hate u. where can a person put such a pain away. my world become so empty, my days are so clod and lonely. each night i taste the purest of pain.