Monday, December 19, 2005 12/19/2005 10:30:00 PMY
today was not a very good day. when for exam. before that got myself into bad shape. so do exam also sian. then jus now went for training in shss. then my stupid juniors keep asking about my girl friend. y must they remind me. y must they rub it in. it hurts bad enough already. so juniors pls jus leave me alone. can't i even try to get my mind off something. y must u all do this to me. its already bad enough. so get lose u all. dun care about me. dun ask me anything. jus leave me alone. i have no hope i have no life for now. i tried. but its not working. someone help me. God send someone to help me. to save me. daddy where are u? y didn't u warn me. y mus i go through such pain. save me i am dying. God give me the strength i need.